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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 10:51 AM
In less den 24 hrs it will b a brand new year...2009
2008 has been a roller-coaster ride for me, full of ups & downs. Let us talk abt e downs first shall we..
As sum of u myt noe, durin e 1st half of e year i was in & out of jobs. i left my 9 mhts of job at ayer rajah to werk at Hyatt but unfortunately, it didnt werk out for me. i went to werk at Hyatt for only 1 dae afterwhich i decided not to come back e next day coz seriously, canot make it. was jobless for almost 2 weeks before gettin a new job as an accountant at tanjong pagar. pae was good, but den given my 0% of experience in accounting, made it hard for me to pull thru. juz 1 week & den i was out of job agn.
Next was frens. i lost a fren whom i was close wif for a few mths. tings got worst wif e 'cyber thingy' goin on which of coz, worsen e situation. i wun deny, it sure hurts. havin ppl tyrin so hard to pull me down wif all doz werds. doh i noe wteva was bein said wazen even true to begin wif, still u wil b lying if u said u wun get hurt by such remarks made ryt. oh well, itz over aniwae so no point talkin abt it. besides managed to takled & settled tingz wif dem so, bleargh.
Movin on was my relationship wif hubby. boy it sure wazen a smooth one for e 1st few mths of diz yr. both was us were ego back den, didnt wana give in wenever we quarrel. n i wun deny, i was reali rude before. asek nk lawan balek je ape die ckp. mayb, bcoz of dat & our frequent arguments, he spent moz of his tym wif his frens. i guez i cant blame him for dat. -__-
All of diz, happening in e 1st half of e year. itz lyk, such bad luck was thrown upon me. but sumhw, tings started to get better after dat.
I got myself a job (my current job) almoz immediately after i left my accounting job. i muz sae, i was reali lucky i was choosen coz from wt i heard from my colleague (few days after i started werkin), doz who came for e interview were all wif Diploma etc. But in e end me, an 'N' Level holder, got e job. Alhamdulilah, rezeki anak. n now even afta 8 mths of werkin here, im stil luvin my job each & every dae, never once bored. good pae, good ppl, good environment, happy me!! =)
Moving on is frens. my oh my, ive been talkin abt diz topic a few tyms haven't i? well y shuden i, wen i got great frens ard me. wen i lost a few frens back den, no doubt i was sad. afterall as mentioned before, i was someone who treasured frens so much. so of coz, i ought to fil sad losin my frens. however, im greatful for wteva happened. lyk e malay saying goes, ade hikmah disebalik semua kejadian. n true enuff, i lost a few frens, but i gained a few as well. n before anyone sae anitin, let me juz sae im not someone who dun kenang budi. wteva it is dat is happening now, i reali wana thank her for introducing lyn to me. coz wifout her, me & lyn wud stil be normal bloggers who simply read each oder blog everydae. we wun even be ware we r now. so reali, thank u to you.
Trust me wen i sae diz, ive never luv a fren so much lyk how im luvin lyn & fira (ok fcuk im soundin lyk a lesbo, haha). n before i con't, let me also thank lyn for introducin fira to me. coz same ting, me & fira used to b normal bloggers readin each der blog daily as well. n now luk ware we r nw; me, lyn & fira. doz 2 seriously were der wen im at my lowest, so itz only fair dat i share my joy wif dem as well ryt? unlike some ppl who wud only wana share ur joy but moments ware u were at ur lowest, dey wil simply b MIA. so u c, everytym either one of us is filin down, we wil msg e oder 2, n before we noe it, we wil b calling each oder to drown our sorrows or at tyms, wil mit up to de-stress. now datz wt frens r all abt. as per wt lyn said e oder dae,
"diz wil b a long run ladies". *smile*
Oder den doz 2, e rest of my frens are countable via fingers. yana, nana, yaya, shima, lily, lela. these ppl r stil my good frens, e rest, well stil frens but i wud dare sae, i dun mind losin dem coz dey werent even der wen i needed someone. worst still, mekin use of me juz coz dey noe my weaknesses. haizz
Last but not least, me & hubby. how do i put diz? im juz heppy lukin at our r/s now, reali. itz lyk, after 3 yrs of marriage only now we managed to reali compromise to each oder. 1 ting abt me, everytym we quarrel i wil owaes take it as a lesson & try my best to change. juz dat sumtyms, i will tend to ikot kn perasaan & datz wen we wil start arguing all over again. but den, e laz argument we had laz mth reali, changed everytin. nowadays, he seldom hang out wif his frens animore lyk how he used to. n bez part is, he can now accept my frens & even b frens wif dem. unlike previously, he dun reali like one of a fren whom i was close to & everytym i went out wif her, he wil pull a black face. but now i guez he can c as well how lyn & fira is treatin me derfore he dun mind me hangin out wif dem. at tyms, he even joined in coz he can get along well wif dem. im reali glad.
So der u go, my super long last entry for 2008. my ups & downs for juz diz yr alone. so now, let us sink our sorrows for diz yr & pray for a good year ahead in 2009 shall we..?
Njoy ur countdown ppl! =))
ps: i just received a surprise sms from someone, totaly unexpected! but really, thanks for dat sms. as mentioned, it sure made my dae. heppy new year to u, fren!
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