♥Zura is the name♥
♥A Wife & A Mummy♥
Her Love Ones
♥Muhd Aniq Nufael♥
♥Born on 23/06/06♥
♥Son whom she loves dearly♥
♥Muhd Adam Firdaus♥
♥Blissfully married on 15/09/05♥
♥Hubby whom she is devoted to♥
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Her Daily Reads
Thursday, July 31, 2008 3:35 PM
Let's c, so u did read my post earlier. which im glad u did. though u didnt show, im sure u did fil e pinch huh? but wel, bein thick skin (read: kulit babi), im sure u pretended it didnt affect u. wteva it is, get diz into ur brain missy. dun bring shame to our OWN race. nw if u didnt realize, diz is e reason y oder race look down on us malays. coz of ppl like u who try so hard to bring down ur own ppl, ur own race. a pity izin't it. so stop diz shit. know e limits ok? thank u very nice.
On a totally diff note, me & hubby sort of lyk had an argument laz nyt. n bcoz urs truly here was in a not-so-good mood laz nyt, i vent it all out to him. EVERYTING. at 130am. from A-Z. afterwhich, i felt better coz he consoled & apologize to me. hohoho...
Cum to tink abt it, itz been 6 yrs since we known each oder & 3 yrs since we got married. e journey we went thru all diz yrs has been a real roller-coaster ride. we argue, talk tings out & den argue agn. but wel, datz wt r/s is all abt ryt. i dun bliv in a r/s soo0 smooth sailing thruout. from e arguments we had is ware we try to change & b a better person. which of coz, takes time. afterall, no one can change overnight ryt?
N to u hubby, if u r readin diz, juz so u noe dat i dun usually mean wt i said. itz all in a moment of anger. i admit, anger takes control of me moz of e tym. n i cant help it u noe. im known for my mulot celupah. dat i noe. but as promised, i wil try to control my werds. atlez for u. juz dun make my blood go up ok? n i promiz i'll b a gd wife to u. *keneng naek2*
Ps: Diz entry wil b in malay. those who dun undastan go get a translator ok.
Sesungguhnya aku tk paham, knape mlayu ngan mlayu keje 1 tmpt pon tkle kasi each oder muke? knape mesti mati kn kwn sendiri? ape kepuasan kau dpt eh buat gitu? kire mcm, suke ah ngok bangse sendiri jatoh? otak kau letak pt mane eh?
Kau keje untuk tanggong keluarga kau. same jugak mcm die. so knpae kau mesti nk kacau periuk nasi die? ape, gaji die kau kasi pe? tu psl saket ati sgt? kau tk suke kau boleh blg ngan die terus terang kan. buat ape nk complain2 kt manager ke boss ke MP ke ape2 ah. knape eh? aku tk reti sak buat2 gitu. jijik pe aku ngan prangai kau.
Lagi 1, korg keje 1 company 1 department. tk bleh ke saling tolong menolong? mmg la position kau kire up siket dari die. tapi tu tak memberi kau alasan utk campak smue keje kat die. kau ade keje kau nk bikin, die pon ade. kau pk die dudok goyang kaki je pe?
Klau kau bace nie n kau tau kau sape, bagoz la. klau tk, den too bad. mmg dasa muke tempeh. n oh, 1 last ting. klau mmg kau tk suke die, tkya la nk pura2 concern depan die tapi blakang die kau mati2 kn die ok. sungguh tk perlu. n juz so u noe la ok, perbuatan kau tu da melampao. naek sedap aku rase. buat bende bia ade batas nye. tkt2 nnt kerane nk jaoth kn org laen, diri sendiri merane.
Igt siket, kite same2 mlayu. Jgn sombong, jgn suke merintah. blakang ari idop kau yg susa nnt. igt tu ok.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 3:58 PM
Yest was supposed to do OT til 9pm but later at 6pm my OM said dun have to stay thus i went back wif nana who finished werk at 6pm as well...we walked all e wae to e mrt & as usual, we'll talk abt our babies...n nana, aku rindu anak kau...hopefuly sun jadi la eh...dat is, if i dun hv to werk lor...haizz
Aniwae, i dropped off at novena yest since e whole family was at ttsh visitin mak long...lil' boi upon seeing me quickly asked to be carried & strait awae lay on my shoulder not wantin to let go...his temp was stil kinda high den...n bcoz he was sick, he was reaaaaaali quiet yest...nt himself at all...
We didnt stay for long doh...by 7pm we went off to taka to fetched nani afterwhich we proceed to simpang bedok for dinner...my oh my, we reali had 1 big feast yest...we ordered fish head curry, swit & sour fish, baby squid, thai style chicken, ginger beef, kangkong & oat prawn...yummmmmay! ok nw im filin hungry all over agn tinkin bout all doz foods! hahahaha
I managed to get lil' boi to eat his fries & chiken wing since mama told me he wuden eat much e whole dae...after doin a bit of shoppin at shop & save and after aya bought his durians, we den made our wae back hm...reached hm at 1030pm & after giving lil' boi his medicines, i den put him to slip...n he slept all e wae til 730am diz mrn... =)
Had lunch wif nana todae...after soo0o long la kn...went to Cahaya @ far east...since it was lunch tym it was kinda packed & even e waitin tym was kinda long..but yeah, managed to reached back ofiz by 2pm...2.02pm for nana actuali, which is considered late for her..hehh
2 more hrs to knock off tym...yipee! mitin lyn & nanafetana after werk...c u gerlz later!!
Monday, July 28, 2008 11:14 AM
Lil' boi is down wif fever...after so0o0o long lor..
He was stil fine yesterdae nyt...but suddenly ard 1am his temp got so high...later ard 4am he vomitted...kesian sehh...
N e worst part is, i cant tek leave! hw great is dat...i undastan dat diz week is impossible to take leave coz we gotta start packin & all...but as a mum, to leave my son at home wen he's soo0o sick, i juz fil so bad....
Lucky hubby managed to tek urgent leave...i juz hope lil' boi wil get wel real soon........ =(
Saturday, July 26, 2008 12:32 AM
HEPPY BIRTHDAE TO DIANA AKA NANA MOK AKA NANA FETANA!!
Wishin u all e bez in life & may happiness cum ur wae..stay bubbly & cheerful owaes!!
Hope u lyk dat lil' sumtin from me..Lup u!!
Thursday, July 24, 2008 11:42 PM
Am currently waitin for hubby to reach hm from werk thus wil b doin a quick update.. i went back wif nana after werk todae & in e train we saw sumone who has a weird "bulu tangan"...k im nt gona elaborate more else dat person wil start gettin geli2 all over...bottom line is, itz reali weird! LOL!
So aniwae, since hubby's werkin i decided to mit lyn at central...she actuali arrived at 730pm but i made her wait til 8pm... sowie eh babe...rainin mah, cant help it..hehh...we den went to kiddy palace 1st to get lil' boi new bottle after which we had our so called dinner at long john...i was stil kinda full from eatin nachos earlier thus cuden finished up my food...bleargh... lyn naek sedap kasi anak aku coke & ice...nk die jadi cam kau pe?!! hahaha...
After eatin since we had no idea ware to chill, i den decided to go over her crib...besides it was rainin n im wif lil' boi thus wil b difficult walkin ard here & der..reached der ard 9pm & soon after lyn's brother came back gues wat dey did? play soccer! my oh my...kt uma maen bola, kt uma org pon maen bola! ish..reali non-stop hit la dat boi...kip playin til he was sweatin...by 1015pm i left for home swit home...
Back hm after lil' boi had his quick shower i den put him to slip... n bcoz he was so0o0 tired it took him less den 5 mins to knock out...hehh... ok nw im gona end here..niwae, tomoro is fridae!! woooohooooo~
Yest was e 1st tym i got reaaali sick...itz all bcoz i didnt slip a wink on tues nyt... yeah, serve me ryt.. i onli gt myself to blame of coz..i went to werk lyk a zombie yest...n for e 1st tym eva, i didnt put on any make-up...hehh.. i came in a bit late n thruout e mrn i was havin a hard tym kipin my eyes open coz of my migraine...reali bad i tel u... was so close to breakin down...almoz fainted as well..
Finally ard 12pluz my OM told me take haf dae...so ard 1pluz after my partner came back from lunch i left e office..hubby came to fetched me by cab...we den proceed to my family doc at tpy...asked for my usual medicine & at e same tym went for my jab as well...got haf dae MC for yest...
Back hm lil' boi was slipin thus i took e chance to slip as well...hubby gotta leave ard 3pluz to go back to his camp for reservist...i didnt get to slip for long doh...coz ard 5pm lil' boi opened e door & upon seeing me he woke me up...so no choice gotta forced myself up to entertain him...
I went to e kitchen to find sumtin to eat coz i was reaaaali hungry... e laz ting i ate was mac which was on tues nyt 7pm wif nana & lyn ok..which means i didnt ate for lyk, 22hrs?? cool or wt! hahaha...hubby came back ard 6pluz...n by 730pm, he was off to lala land...yes, DAT early...as for me, i watched tv til 830pm before goin to slip as well wif lil' boi...damn syiok get to slip for 11hrs... =)
So nw here i m at werk...waitin for lunch tym... todae faster end & tomoro faster cum can..cant wait..aitt nw, til my next update ya...dhaa!
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 12:43 AM
To our 1 n onli precious gem,
HEPPY 25TH MTH TO U!!
Itz reali great to c u turnin a mth older every 23rd..we wil nw wait for e dae wen u turn 4...coz datz wen mama & papa wil start tryin for a sister/brother for u...Insyallah
Let me juz share abit on his development aitt..well, he's learnin to speak sentences now...doh at tyms only few werds will b clear after which he'll mix it wif his baby language stil..but atlez we understan wt he says better nw...
A reali hyper active boi who simply luv runnin ard all e tym...gets excited wen we tel him we'll bring him out..will go to his drawer & pull out his clothes & later run to get his shoes to b put on immediately...nwadaes he dun require us to carry him unlez he's reali2 tired..which is a gd ting coz we no longer nid to bring his pram often...
N oh, he reali noes hw to get on our nerves! at tyms he wil do tings he noe we wun lyk juz to get our attention...very observant as well... looking at wt ppl do & eventually he'll end up doin it...
Well at e end of dae, we r juz glad to c him progressin well...juz 1 ting, nakal tu kurang kn siket leh? hehe.. luv u baby!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 11:00 PM
As e month end gets nearer, we r gettin busier each dae.. but den agn, it helps to kill e tym...as much i dread for aug to cum, i guez i juz gotta accept e fact ey...im stil prayin for e bez..
Aniwaes, todae afta werk as usual went back wif nana & met up wif lyn at brad..padahal die yg tk keje, tgl tpy die yg lbt...suke eh jadi star karat..haha.. we ended up goin to mac & KAK LYN kite nie blanje mkn la seh... hohoho... makaseh eh... laen kali jumpe lagi buat lagi ok? :p
After eatin we den walked all e wae to my block...haha.. cian pe lyn, die pk kite bwk die lepak mane aje la...check2 bwh blok kite.. hehh...n so i went up to change & brought lil' boi down...he was kinda shy at 1st coz maklom la 1st tym saw lyn..but after a while he warmed up & started runnin ard..saw tara for a while since she's goin out wif her mummy & daddy...damn adorable lor! lil' boi as usual la kn nmpk gf gatal..LOL!
Soon fir arrived & so nana leave wif him...me & lyn chatted a while more & 15 mins later after rafiq came back from his i-dono-hw-long toilet trip we den parted waes...we'll mit agn tomoro in msn ok bacins!
Ive notin much to update nw...juz dat i cant wait for fri...pae dae babey... wooohoooo!
Thursday, July 17, 2008 1:01 PM
I had a reali bad dream laz nyt...it was abt e incident dat happened exactly a week ago...juz dat in dat dream, itz lyk e continuation of wt happened...it was reali scary of coz...i ended wakin up perspiring & immediately turned to look at hubby...i had diffuculty slipin afta dat...sumhw im afraid e dream wil turn out to be reality...of coz, datz e laz ting i wud eva wana happen...ders juz too many 'What ifs' in my mind..sumone plz tel me im juz paranoid........ =(
On a totally diff note, im havin a bad diarrhoea since yest...all thnx to e mee hongkong which i cooked on tues nyt...tu la cam paham letak cili tk agak2, padan muke aku! n to add on to it, i actuali go & eat sambal tumis which mama cooked yest...n dat caused my stomach ache to get worst! gosh...
I woke up ard 2am goin to e toilet & later wen i try to get back to slip, derz more pain cumin...diz tym round, it was my menses cramp...great or wt... stomach ache + menses cramp = syiok!! *roll eyes*
Hubby helped to massaged my tummy til he fell aslip himself..haha.. i den went to e kitchen to get a bottle of warm water & placed it at my tummy...surprisinly, dat helped me to get to slip lyk immediately...didnt knew it wud actuali werk...
Lil' boi is reali sick...down wif flu... i fil bad dat i cuden b der for him... but i noe he's a strong boi...n nw itz ez to get him to eat medicine rather den e previous tym wen he got sick...so yeah, hopefully he wil get well soon..we've got plans made for him for e weekend.. *smile*
Ok nw im gona get back to werk..countin down to knock off tym! (chey padahal lagi 5 jam seh..LOL!)
Ps: my x-colleague juz sent me diz pic...diz was taken in dec 2006 wen my boi was juz 6mths old! hw much i miz him bein DAT small...hahaha!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 10:58 PM
Been havin late nyts ever since dat incident...moz of e tym accompanied hubby watch tv til he can get to slip...every mrn gotta wake up by 7am...n even of weekends im nt spared...gotta wake up latest by 830am...wt to do, my lil' boi is an early bird...oh wel, im nt complainin m i...nola, sae onli...hehh
Werk has been ok...juz dat, im reali sad dat im left wif onli 3 weeks... if i have 1 wish, dat wil b to freeze tym...oh august, plz dun cum so soon...but den agn, mayb it wun b dat bad ryttt..im juz bein paranoid i guez...wt to do, datz juz e wae i m...sighhhhh
Pae dae next week...i so0o cant wait... e 1st ting i wana grab is dat hp...n im gona give hubby my hp since his hp gona b k.o soon...so yeah, juz e ryt tym for me to chnge hp ryt by? hehh...still tinkin if i shud hilight my hair agn...nt sure wt colour to get...conpuse2...n oh nt forgettin hubby's shoe...had promiz to get him a shoe diz mth...conferm die choose yg mahal nk mamz tau...haha!
Lil' boi is havin a bit of flu nw...nw diz is wt i hate... coz wen he fall sick, he can get reeeeaaali cranky...to e extent of wantin to b carried 24/7...juz hope it wil go awae by tomoro...
Okiedokie, im gona end here..hubby kpo wana use e comp..haha...ok dhaa!