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The Lady
♥Zura is the name♥
♥22-Dec-1987♥
♥A Wife & A Mummy♥
Her Love Ones
♥Muhd Aniq Nufael♥
♥Born on 23/06/06♥
♥Son whom she loves dearly♥
♥Muhd Adam Firdaus♥
♥Blissfully married on 15/09/05♥
♥Hubby whom she is devoted to♥
Speak, don't bark.
Her Daily Reads
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Thursday, March 20, 2008 5:40 PM
I suddenly hv diz urge to blog abt my late grandfather....
I was never closed to my atok..he owaes have diz fierce look on his face thus mayb datz y i seldom talk to him..doh wen i was in pri skul i owaes slip over his houz still we were never dat closed u c..
Mayb in his eyes i was owaes e black sheep..owaes creatin trouble for my family..he wazen happy wen he got to noe i drop off from skul at sec 5..i stil rmb wen i was in sec 2 or 3, he used to tell me diz,
"skrg nie kau blaja la betol2..nnt dabez skola nnt kau nk buat ape kau buat la, nk panjat pokok pon aku tk kesah"
haha...funny man he was...i replied wif juz a "hmm ok"..i never took his werds seriously...
In 2004 atok started fallin sick...mayb due to his old age..he was 80+ den if im nt wrg..he was admitted in hosp for a few weeks n durin dat point of tym, he lost a lot of weight..to e extend dat i can c his bones...my atok is nt reali fat, but he's quite berisi u c..so u can imagine hw much weight he lost..
It was sumware in late 2004, he was reali2 sick den...at dat point of tym i kip wantin to visit him in hosp but cuden find tym due to my hectic werk schedule then..i was werkin split shifts at a restaurant den thus it was reali difficult to take time off...n wen i finally got e tym dat week, i tot i wil visit him e next dae..but who hv guez, i received news dat dae itself sayin he's gone..
If onli..................
If onli i had take time off earlier..if onli i had TRIED to mek time to visit him...but it was all too late...he was gone..n notin cud change dat fact..
I was so regretful den...i kip on cryin..esp wen i kissed him for e laz tym dat dae...lookin at his swit innocent face...
Sumhw i wished he was stil alive..he cud then witness my weddin, he cud den mit my wonderful hubby & son...i reali wan him to c dem....
I may nt be closed to him before but he's my atok no matter wt..n i luv him..i reali do..n nw im missin him as well...i dono y...if i cud get e chance i juz wana tel him all diz..
Hw much i luv & miz him.......... =(
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